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[Feb. 25th, 2021|04:43 pm] |
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OY!
Listen. I'm not using this journal anymore. I'm also not deleting it because sometime I might want to go back and look at old entries.
My current LJ is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _secretpassion_.
Okay?
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| ATTENTION! |
[Jul. 26th, 2006|06:36 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | life, me, stuff, thoughts | ] |
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Oi, peoples. I'm seriously thinking about stopping my postage on this journal. That doesn't mean I'm going to delete the journal, just not update it anymore. If I do do this, I'll only be updating my other journal.
Why?
Because I'm tired of having to check 2 different FLists and updating 2 separate journals. Which means I'm going to have to join all the comms I watch on this journal on my other one. So this could take some time. Depends on how motivated I am.
However if you are interested in still following my posts with various fangirling, ranting, and so on...
Then friend _secretpassion_
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| Ouran Drabbles |
[May. 12th, 2006|11:19 pm] |
[ currently feeling |  accomplished ]
[ dancing to | Time Warp - Rocky Horror ]
I originally posted these on the For Richer or Poorer forums. I thought some people might like seeing these pathetic drabbles.
They're both unBETA-ed because they're just drabbles I thought up while trying to sleep.
Title: Nightly Ritual
Series: Ouran High School Host Club
Author: Meri aka sillymegoat
Rating: G
Pairing: Tamaki/Haruhi
Warning: I haven't had this BETA-ed or anything like that. You guys are the first to see this.
( Tamaki Suoh had a good life. )
Title: Business Exchange
Series: Ouran High School Host Club
Author: Meri aka sillymegoat
Rating: G
Pairing: Kyoya/Haruhi
Warning: I haven't had this BETA-ed or anything like that. You guys are the first to see this. Also, the characters might be a bit OOC.
( Haruhi's first kiss was with one of the customers to the Host Club. )
P.S. WHY DOES PHOTOBUCKET RESIZE MY LAYOUT HEADER?! Thanks eien_no_kaze!!
EDIT: After going about on the FRoP forum... I've found out that Volume 7 in English isn't supposed to be out until SEPTEMBER! *dies* |
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| ♪ And I'm not sure it even matters ♪ |
[Mar. 8th, 2006|08:16 pm] |
This was originally on my other journal... but I deleted it and moved it to this one... And am providing a link in my other journal to this entry. Don't ask why I did this... It makes perfect sense in my mind which means that it makes no sense to anyone else. *shrugs*
( Ah, the Internet. )
And I've sat on the computer just about all day, watched a few episodes of Bleach, and read some fics that totally break all the InuYasha ships I normally go for. But it's okay. Because I really like the fics I've read so far. And I found a webpage that has a whole buttload of this ship.
*yawns* I'm kinda tired. DUDE! I should probably see if Chris can take me to get my bloodwork done in the morning. Since I haven't gotten it done yet and I was really supposed to a long time ago. Meh.
EDIT: OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! MY EYES! *eyes have burned out* GRACE!!! WHY DID YOU POST THAT?! I THOUGHT IT WAS SOME JOKE!!! AND SO I CLICKED... AND AAAHHH! I DON'T NEED TO SEE THAT!!!!
*goes to die* |
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| *screeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaams* |
[Mar. 1st, 2006|10:43 am] |
OH MY GOODNESS GOSH! OH MY GOODNESS GOSH! TODAY IS A REALLY BAD DAY FOR LENT TO START SINCE I NOW CAN'T SWEAR OR NAMECALL!!!
BUT GUESS WHAT?!
Okay... so I got up, ate an orange, took my medicine, then a shower, looked at the answering machine to find another message since I got up. I looked at the caller ID and saw that Kohl's Department Store called.
So I squeed and listened to the message.
THEY WERE GOING THROUGH APPLICATIONS AND WERE WONDERING IF I STILL WANTED TO APPLY FOR THE JOB! AND IF I COULD CALL THEM TO SET UP AN INTERVIEW!!!
I paged Mum twice while sitting on the couch and staring at the rug. Zack the cat came and sat on me while drooling on my lap. -_-; And I told her.
So I called the store and...
SET UP AN INTERVIEW FOR TOMORROW MORNING!!!
AIIIIIIIIIIIYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
*runs about squeeing*
And Mum called back and told me that I need to think about what I'm going to wear. "Don't look sloppy."
"Ya mean like I normally do?"
"Um... yeah. I mean! You know."
"YES MUM!"
"You should wear what you wore the other day. Those gaucho pants and-"
"No. The shoes are uncomfortable."
"Well you won't be standing the whole time."
"I was thinking of wearing my black pants-"
"Your pinstripe ones?"
"Those are too small. Just a pair of regular black pants and my new pink shirt."
"... I don't think that's a good idea."
"WHAT?! IT'S CUTE!"
"But it's not very dressy."
"ARGH."
So now I don't know... MEH. And yet I can wear JEANS and a BEATLES shirt to church. *rolls eyes*
BUT I'M STILL REALLY EXCITED!!
And it's rather ironic because while I was in the shower, I was thinking about my old job. |
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| Because some of us forgot to move from the "Stay Single For Life" line to the "Get a Boyfriend" one. |
[Jan. 28th, 2006|07:23 am] |
Yay! Just finished reloading all my songs off the Lemon Demon CD "Hip to the Javabean"!!! Note to self: Must get "Damn Skippy"...
Anyways... Life is hatin' on my freedom because I woke up at 5 AM. I would have gone and taken a shower but I then I would have woken peoples up and they wouldn't have been happy. Ah... and now I hear people moving around up there. After all, it is about 8 o'clock now. HELL, even my brother is moving!
*sigh* I feel so old. OLD!!! Hey, joannablack! What day is your birthday? I'll send you a card!
Am bouncing around from book to book. Currently reading The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde and Away Laughing on a Fast Camel by Louise Rennison.
( Georgia Nicolson induced thoughts. )
Hey, wicked_weasley! Are you really going to AnimeBoston? I'M JEALOUS. Apparently, no cons are here in Missouri, or in the St. Louis/St. Charles area. And that makes me sad. TAKE ME WITH YOOOUUU!!
Alright... Just with through my FList and got rid of some people... That's because I either don't remember who the heck you are, or you never update or something... or because I just dun like you! Ha ha. No. Just kidding. I love you all.
DUDE. My mum just made me draw a flame thing to go on Pat's pinewood derby car for Boy Scouts. I was like, "WHAT?! NOOO." But I did. And then they complained because it was too big on the paper. So I had to shrink it down. *sigh* I'm always the one stuck doing the artsy-fartsy stuff. In fact, I basically made the whole outline frame thing for this project Megan had to do. She was supposed to make a kite from another culture. I put on "Mulan" and studied the kites during the celebrations and made a butterfly one... Sometimes I hate the fact that I'm all artsy.
Anyways, back to the FList thing... Because I'm bored, I'm gonna write all my friends names down and then tell you the first thing that comes to mind when I think about you.
actingaloof/starmia: Incredibly talented in the arts area. BATMAN!!!
binsybaby: MILO!! Awesome with a web tablet.
coramegan: AWESOME FICS LIKE WHOA! Is totally awesome with her doctor-y ways!
dravenbellatrix: Shall we be cynical, eh? You rock!
dreaminaway/likealocket: HOBBITS! *giggles* Gotta love those hobbit boys.
emma_malfoy: Do you still play the guitar? GHOST!SPIKE!!!
firetrapdragon: You're awesome like whoa, girl! MAD POETRY SKILLS!
firewhiskey/rinoaj: When are you gonna upload some more fic chapters on your yahoo group? I'm so glad you've found a guy who makes you happy.
jazzthejazz: SLYTHERIN ALL THE WAY, BABY! Did you get your package yet???
joannablack: Knitting! Yay for you and your boy!
kmcfma: WALLA WALLA KING! Love in da faise!
mikemc1: I so wish I could come to your gigs!
moosefromabove: Ha ha. You phail. Just kidding. Firefly crazy person.
mustangactor: "Secondhand Lions"! So cannot wait for your movie...
myrabidpetspoon: OMG, GIRL! Where are you?! I demand more "Oh, Bloody Hell"!!
penm: You should take up karate again... And ya know what? You're GORGEOUS!
shadow_dragon24/shin14: Ha ha... I keep thinking about that "Can I smell your hair?" icon!
sierra_sitruc: I love your fics!
silver_lust: Jeeeeeeeeennifeeeer! Where'd you go?!
tinaling: Jobs suck. When are you gonna post more artwork? Ha ha. MINE!
trapezzoid: Are you still selling "Damn Skippy"? Because I so need to buy it!
wicked_weasley: *cough*TOMFANATIC*cough* KEEEEVIIIN ROOOOOSE! Why'd you leave the show?! *emos*
xlupinxloverx: REMUS LUUUUPIN! Here, have some chocolate!
Alright. If you don't see your name up there and you WANT to... just leave a comment saying so.
Ack! I can't feel my fingers! I suppose I should go.
I'm away laughing on a fast camel, yo!
P.S. YAY! Borders had Batgirl: Year One in!! And I have a 25% off coupon!
EDIT: ARGH. I turned on the TV only to see "A Walk to Remember." *sigh* I watched it for a bit only to turn it off because I would have burst into tears and bawled like a big baby. Because that's what that movie will do to you. Whether you like it or not! *sighs again*
EDIT EDIT: GAH! I phail. I just realised I spelled Neil's username wrong... PHAILURE! ARGH! And I spelled Michelle's (whose real name is actually Megan) wrong too!!! DOUBLE PHAILURE!
Another thing... I asked people on my other journal this, but I wanna know y'all's opinions.
Do you believe in love?
And I don't mean like, love for your family or friends or stuff like that. But the love for another person, like intimate love that you share. Cause if someone would have asked me this a year ago, I would have said yes without even thinking. But then I started thinking. And a lot of the families I know are broken ones. So does love really exist? Is it really out there? I'm so lost and confused about this. *sighs* It's rather pathetic really. I mean... I'm only 17 and I'm already questioning if love exists. Aren't I supposed to be doing this when I'm all middle-aged and still single?! This sucks. |
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| AHH!! RUN AWAY! |
[Jan. 26th, 2006|09:56 am] |
I took a bunch of pictures of myself on our deck and then sifted through them saying, "EW!" or "AHH!!" Ya know? Really positive stuff like that. So then when I loaded them onto the computer I realised that the first bunch looked really odd because of the way the sun was hitting my faise. So then I deleted those and took more. In those I realised that you can barely tell what colour my hair is. But do you know what? It's too cold to go out there again and stand around in a t-shirt and jeans. So you're just gonna see some from the 2nd batch.
Also, I nearly threw the camera in anger. Why? Because someone left the batteries in and they exploded! So the camera wouldn't work until I scraped some stuff off the inside of it.
And another thing... I enjoy making faises at the camera. And apparently I don't smile when wearing my nerd!glasses. Oh, you can't see my "Boys are stupid. Throw rocks at them!" shirt either... this is because it's hard to do get that in the picture when you're holding the camera at arms' length. And I didn't want to take a picture of the picture and words on the t-shirt because then I'd just be taking a picture of my boobs! *laughs*
( AVERT THINE EYES!!! )
That's all for now... and probably for awhile.
And because I forgot to post this...
Passed on from Kevvy-kins [oh_vanity__]
The West Jersey Animal Shelter is closing at the end of this month. The Pennsauken, NJ shelter had it's license revoked due to unkept and dangerous conditions for the animals. There are currently 31 dogs and 5 cats on the premises that are in desperate need of adoption. If these animals are not adopted by the end of the month, they will be euthanized.
The West Jersey Animal Shelter is open for adoptions Monday through Friday from 11 a.m. until 4 p.m. and from 11 a.m. until 5 p.m. on Saturdays and Sundays. Phone (856) 486-2180.
I DON'T CARE WHERE YOU LIVE; WE'VE ALL GOT FRIENDS ON OUR LISTS FROM ALL OVER THE USA. PLEASE REPOST. EVERY REPOST COULD SAVE A ANIMAL'S LIFE.
Even if you can't adopt an animal, please repost this. Eventually it will reach someone who can. Even if only one pet is adopted, that's still a big difference for that animal's life.
EDIT: Added more pictures... And I like the fourth one best... |
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| 4 Icons |
[Jan. 15th, 2006|05:33 pm] |
I just made a couple of icons.
[1] Babs
[1] Babs as Batgirl
[1] Harley Quinn
[1] Poison Ivy
   
Images from... Google and Gotham Knights.
- No hotlinking.
- Credit in keywords
- Please comment if you're taking... or if you like them. Whatever...
Cheers. |
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| Memes... |
[Jan. 2nd, 2006|11:52 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | meme, quizzes | ] |
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| | Your Song - Moulin Rouge (omg! Ewan McGregor! Pretty voice!) | ] |
I stole most of these off joannablack and then I just found the rest at that site...
( Whoring myself out to quizzes... )
I suppose I should go to sleep now... Yeah...
And in case anyone's wondering... I'm a lazy bum who has finally decided to NOT dye her hair. I think I'm just going to let it be. *shrugs* |
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| FMA stuff |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|02:33 pm] |
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A complete FMA thinking post. With spoilers for the series. The entire series I think.
( Cut for those who don't give a crap )
Yeah, I think that's all. At least, I should hope that's all. |
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| "It's eating me up on the inside and soon there will be nothing left!" - Kain Fuery, FMA |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|03:11 am] |
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This ickle baby's been loving snagged from Kevin aka kmcfma's LJ:
| sillymegoat's LJ stalker is penm! | | penm is stalking you because they heard you are awesome in bed, and they want to find out. They are also slowly poisoning you! |
LJ Stalker FinderFrom Go-Quiz.com*stares* Erm... RUN AWAY!!! *snorts at the following* Very classy, everyone... Very... classy. Note to self: I really need to clean up Friends List. There are a LOT of people who don't update anymore and are just there for no reason... |
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| A bit unrelated but... Toe Socks Pawn All |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|10:31 am] |
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Yes, I'm updating again. But I'll spare you all and put my many ramblings behind a cut this time because now I'm going to actually have a meaningful post, not some short ickle whim of a thought.
( Do you even really want to know? )
I think that's all of the truth that you can handle for now. Plus, I think I've temporarily run out of things to say.
Oh, send me toe socks for Christmas. Those things PAWN.
You hear me?
Me = Pwned by toe socks |
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| You aren't a beautiful & unique snowflake, you are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|09:19 am] |
Would you miss me if I were gone? Would you even notice? Would anyone? Would they be sad because they were truly sad or because they felt obliged to be sad and to mourn my being gone?
How would any of you even know if I were gone. You'd just think that I wasn't getting online.
A lot of things make me sad.
It makes me sad that I can't even look at some amazing art without feeling dirty or thinking that what I'm doing is wrong.
It makes me sad that I feel that I have to hide so many secrets from people.
It makes me sad that I feel ashamed of things I shouldn't be ashamed of, of things I should be proud of.
It makes me sad that I feel that I don't have close connections with people.
It makes me sad that I feel so alone.
It makes me sad that I hide behind a façade to feel comfortable.
It makes me sad that I live in a world of fantasy that deep down I know doesn't exist.
It makes me sad that I daily let people down.
It makes me sad that I unintentionally push people away.
It makes me sad that I think some of the things I do.
It makes me sad that I often resent my family.
I make myself sad.
This isn't about self pity. I could get up and do something about these things but that's what separates the "normal" people and me. I'm different. People think I'm strong but I'm not. I live in a fantasy world. For awhile it was Harry Potter. And when that was going on, it wasn't pretty. I wrote fanfiction, drew some fanart but it got worse... I was part of an RPG site and I pretty much ate, slept, and breathed my character. To the point of obsession. It took some time but I got over that.
Now, I'm into anime. I'm not obsessed... Not at the same level that I was with Harry Potter, but I rather like Full Metal Alchemist as most on my flist know. Oh, and I'm also a Beatles fanatic but I think that's rather healthy to like music.
But I don't go out that often with friends. And there's only one friend who I do go out and hang around with. God bless her. This weekend she's in a play and I'm going to see that. She said I could come to the cast party since it's at her dad's house. She's so awesome. But seriously, I don't really talk to anyone else.
And online? Maybe about... 3 or 5 different people per week. It all varies. But I have medium sized buddy lists. It's just I've not talked to a lot of them in a long time.
I know. I'm making excuses.
I suppose I should have expected all this to have happened when I dropped out of high school. I did, sort of. But well... it's just hard.
Crying right now would be the easy thing to do but like my grandma used to say, "Stop wasting bodily fluids".
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OH GAWD!!! GUTTER THOUGHTS!!!
*headdesk*
I no longer feel the need to cry.
Yeah... I think that's all. If I feel the need to write more, I'll do so.
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